There will always be days where
you’re filled with emotions; unable to express them, unable to convey them.
They ask whether you’re fine but
deep down you know that
they don’t really care. Sometimes it just
feels better to keep it all then to share it.
it’s those times when they haunt you back
and only then you realise
that it’s all too late.
you finally have the guts but by then, we
will never understand why, those feelings of hatred, agitation, anger–
They look at you, with that expression all
too familiar, knowing that you’ve wasted their time. “It’s all gonna be fine”, they said. And there you are;
deep down you know
you’re back to square one.